Renaissance Rally

I don't mean actually dressing up in medival times clothing I mean a pep rally. WEll since I didn't plan this rally I didn't get to know what I was supposed to be doing until today, and today was the rally! I was mad, because I didn't want to work seating and I didn't have to do anything else, but sit down the entire to rallies until I had to point out the exit to the audience. The only high light was seeing Bryon and when he smiled back at me. I don't believe that my friends that planned the rally did a really good job. The only good thing that poped out to the audience was the dance-off between shuffling and jerking. That wasn't even their own idea Alyssa came up with that idea and the girls who planned it didn't even want to do that in the first place and they better not take the credit for Alyssa's idea or I swear I'll tell Mrs. Shearer everything that she didn't know about the girls who planned the rally and it's pretty bad things so they better keep their mouths shut.
They don't even deseve to be prasied for all the hard work they didn't do. The rest of us leadership did everything as possible to make their stupid ideas to not be so stupid. They didn't even let us see the list of jobs until last minute. I really don't care for people like that. I don't believe that they should even be in leadership, because they aren't very good people, let alone exceptional people. They can't keep their mouths shut and they don't know how to say sorry. I find it amazing how people like them ever came to be. I am never going to apologize for those words that are an understatemment of their behavoiors and characters, they are actually worse than that, but I am not that kind of person to say let alone type those kinds of things.
I really hate it when they talk about someone behind their back then the next minute when they talk to the person they act all fake. I'll never appreciate those kinds of people, but I'll just have to let those people destroy themselves for they choose to be that way. I wish that they could turn into good people so that the people around them don't have to deal with their personalilties. Onto another subject I find it weird that Bryon doesn't talk to me durng lunch anymore. He doesn't talk to me before school, only after, don't really mind that though. Bryon and I are boyfriend and girlfriend, but it doesn't feel that way it just feels like we're just friends. When we exchange emails I like him, because he is sweet and kind of funny, but when we actually are together in person it's awkward.
I know that a relationship doesn't have to be this way and I wish that it wasn't, because even though it's completely awkward talking to Bryon in person, but I still have feelings for him. Even though there may be a possiblilty that I may be talking to someone else over email I still like him fr some reason I'll always keep close to my heart. He is a sweet, kind and smart person and I love him so I'll just leave it on that.