I don't mean to brag or anything to those people that want or don't have a boyfriend, but I must say that my philosophy is being challenged by Bryon. He is iresistable, funny, sweet, kind and smart. I told him that I love him over email when he sent me a song that explains some of him. It is Nothing On You by Bob something (the artist who sings the song isn't really named Bob something for sure it's bob, but I don't know the rest. He is so wow and I mean no sarcasm. Wow that's a first! Well today I'm doing a pretty good job ignoring Joshua, both of them. When Joshua Sparks started to harash me during third period and I blew it off. When he called me names I blew it off. When he began poking my stomach and proceeded to call me fat I laughed and walked away victoriously.
I felt good, because after I stopped laughing he finally gave up and I was left in peace! Whoa-who! I win! Also when the other Joshua pinched me during passing period I jerked my arm away and gave him a cold look. He walked away then turned his head back then I looked at him. I feared if I said hello or smiled then he would talk to me and I don't think that I want to ever talk with him anymore. Now I feel happy that I have an incredible boyfriend, loyal friends and much more.
I have never believed that I was ever or will be superstitions, but I believe that Joshua is a bad luck charm that causes me pain and grief. Whenever I have been around him or talked about him something bad has happened. I don't mean that he is a bad person or anything negative, but I just don't want him around me, it's for the best and I'm sure about this. I have always turned to logic and science on almost everything and anything, but Joshua is the only exception. I love things that can be explained and broken down, but Joshua doesn't fit into the catagory. I would continue to try to figure him out, but I'm happy now and it's not worth it.
Also, if there is anymore drama and I take it out on Bryon I'll be very sad, becasue we'll have to end the relationship. I promised him that I won't let idiots like Joshua and Mayra get to me and ruin the relationship. I do love Bryon, but I also love Joshua. I don't feel bad about it, because if Bryon can't handle that then I guess we have an issue, but he's not the jealous the type.
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