Going Good

I can't speak for the other people in my life whenever they think of me, but I'd say I'm pretty nice. Except for Mayra, because she is meaner than I could ever be. Well i know in my heart that I'm happy with Bryon, my friends and well everything. Whenever I see a star I smile, because I think of Bryon. I've learned that I wasn't upset about having Bryon as my boyfriend, I was mad about having my friends saying very mean things about him. That was very selfish, because even though my friends give me and him crap about our relationship he still wants to be in it. I'll never understand the reasoning behind that, because of the other guys in my life would just leave and forget that anything had ever happened. Well now I'm certain that Bryon is different then other guys.
Well now it's been easier to forget about Joshua, because we really haven't talked at all, so yeah! He can be that way for all he wants and I wish him the best, but I know that things are better this way for the both of us. I know that it sounds mean but it's not, because it's true that we're better off with out each other. My friends that have been giving me grief about Bryon have been recently doing something that wasn't the best choice and I don't think that they're stupid or I didn't make fun of them. I wanted to help them, because I want them in my life for as long as possible. I would be bursting into tears if one of my friends died.
Byron said that I shouldn't worry and that everything will alright I wanted to ask him how did he know that, but I didn't want to be a smart ass. I just replied at least I have you with a cute yellow smiley face. Then he replied and I have you and with a cute blue smiley face. I blushed and said aww., but I didn't say it to him. I do like him more now that he does cheer me up whenever I'm sad, but there was always one subject I always felt uncomfortable talking to Bryon, about: Joshua. Well goodnite!:)