i don't really care anymore, about Joshua, because that whole thing is pointless. He and Pallas are going to be all flirtaious and I don't care about things that don't involve me. So Joshua and Pallas should be perfect together and I don't want to be there when Pallas brags about Joshua. Last week she told me that she wouldn't talk to Joshua anymore, but today when I had just signed up into myspace I looked up Joshua just to say hi, and then I saw a message Pallas had left him. It said blah you're a really good dancer and you're cute. she didn't really put blah I just put it there. She thought that I didn't have a myspace and so she left a coment she thought that I won't see. I really don't care for those kinds of people, because don't say something to me and sear that you're not going to do that if you're going to. I don't want or need anymore drama, so just don't talk to me if you're going to lie right to my face.
I ust hope that Pallas and Joshua are happy together and I'm not jealous! I just hope that Joshua doesn't dump Pallas and go on to another girl with no hesistation, like what happened with Maria. I don't really appreciate that Pallas did that, because I did have a thing for Joshua and I am over it, but the anger is still there. I don't want Joshua in my life! He can be that way and I can be this way. I'm happy and love Bryon so I don't see why dumping Bryon would even be an option. I don't really like that everyone thinks that Bryon doesn't make me happpy even though we're together. It doesn't make any sense to be in a relationship and be upset over a guy Joshua even though I don't have feelings for him. I wish that I have never met Joshua in the first place then life would be so much easier.
Well Marissa's B-day was ok, but I just kept thinking about the whole thing with Joshua and Pallas. I swear to god I'm not jealous, but I don't want this to interfer with my relationship, and I'll do my best to make sure it won't, but I there will be some conflict
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