Managing Responsibilities

Follow friends you owe it to yourself to be on top of all of your responsibilities so that you have nothing to worry about and you have time to relax. Learn from the past and you'll see that if you've had an experience with procrastination then you know that it's hard to get back up when you're behind. Don't slack off and let a few things get in you're way of what you want.

Revenge

You want good girl gone bad then you'll get it honey! I'm tired of being little miss saint or whatever I just want to prove them all wrong and gain my bad ass rep back. For some reason I'll missed being me and tomorrow I'll get it! Watch out!

Backstabbed

Today I now know who my real friends are and I don't care if my friend who hurt me doesn't even care or knows what she did was wrong. She thinks its funny to say that my ex is her husband and its not. SHe used to say what a fagot he is and how much of a loser he is, so why would she even say that. Besides she's supposedly my friend.

lol 2 new followers! sweet

Well as far as I know I don't have many people checking out my blog, because mostly people my age don't have one, but soon enough I will have so many followers. Thanks so much for following me. I know the life of a 14 and 3/4 year old isn't so exciting, but it means alot. Also my day was terrific and awesome. No drama, but one of my guy friends was being a jerk. He brought up my ex just to bug me. I know that he thought that I wouldn't notice, but its still an issue with him.
On the other hand summit high school is having a pep rally on friday and the theme is willy wonka! Yay cavities!jk I know they're bad. It's fun, because I love candy and sugar so what could be better? Nothing hehe. I worked the student store and that was fun, but I really had to go the restroom and they were all closed and I had to wait until later in the day. I went with Valerie and Brianna K they're awesome. We were in the student store laughing and having a good time. Of course I was working at the same time and it wasn't a problem sales were kind of slow. Then, when we went to the bathroom Valerie started freaking out beacuse she saw her friend Roberto. She wasn't shy, she was avoiding him, because he kind of freaked her out when he hugged her a couuple days ago in a creepy weird way.lol Over all it was an awesome day! :)

So far so clumsy

I'm the clumsiest person that ever lived! I trip, fall, bump into, crash, and hit the same hard pavement again and again. Yesterday I fell down some stairs yesterday while cleaning up the father daughter dinner yesterday. I was okay afterwards though. I wasn't always clumsy, but lately it's gotten worse. Some people think that its cute how I'm clumsy, but I disagree.

Abysmal

I don't know why I feel bad and I don't think I'll ever know why. It doesn't matter how I got this way to me, but I just want to feel better and soon. I don't know what to say to my friends about how I am, but hopefully the topic won't come up. I don't know if I should talk to someone or keep to myself after I heard that a close friend of mine called me emo. I just felt like not talking at all, because that really did hurt. I don't take things very personally most of the time, but this time it did, because I kind of had a thing for this friend. Now I know what he thinks of me. So, all in all sadness has came and never left, death and despair never from it.

Get Over it

If you were recently dumped you most likely feel like crap, but don't when that person in your life leaves you, nothing is wrong with you and nothing never will be unless you believe that something is wrong with you. Believe that you're beautiful no matter what. Just remember if you still hold on to that person you'll never feel fully complete. You can think about that person all you want, but those memories you had with the person will never come back, neither will the person. If you truely do love the person you should be willing to let them go, because if they're happy it'll make you happy. I know that Bryon will never come back to me, because we're not right for each other and we never will be. I'm okay with that, because now we are both happy even if we are not together. I'm happy with my new boyfriend and he's happy being with his friends. I'm happy for him and I know that he is happy for me. If there's anyone out there who feels that life is hopeless without that special someone please just remember that there's a time for everything and you'll find that special someone one day.