1st day of high school

Terror, complete terror is what I felt this first day of the next fours years of my life! Entering the doors of my first period class was not as I expected it to be. Matthew and Monica M were both there and so was Nathan. I was hoping for a fresh start with new people with some old friends, but just hanging out with my true friends. Monica M is a good person on the inside, but my and her aren't really buddy buddy. I didn't see her face until after I sat down a few seats next to her. I looked at her then I looked around for anymore people that I knew and thats when I found Matthew and Nathan. I was okay with Nathan, because we hardly ever talk. My butt felt cold at first when I sat down I the wooden desk and sitting below the air conditioning vent, I felt very nervous as I waited for what was to come next. I wasn't afraid of a chain saw freak barging out the classroom. I was just afraid of begining made fun of again, but if that was to happen, again. Last time it happened the teachers saw it happening to me and I went to them for help, but I received none, because they didn't want to get anyone introuble, and they didn't want basically to step up and do want they should. All of those thoughts spun around my mind as I sat there waiting for Mrs. Duncan to begin teaching or something. All of the other students were quite and shy as was I. And so my day was starting off okat but later I was tired. I want the next four years of my life at that school to be fun and exciting, but not too much. I want to be happy and be involved.