Backstabbed

Today I now know who my real friends are and I don't care if my friend who hurt me doesn't even care or knows what she did was wrong. She thinks its funny to say that my ex is her husband and its not. SHe used to say what a fagot he is and how much of a loser he is, so why would she even say that. Besides she's supposedly my friend.

lol 2 new followers! sweet

Well as far as I know I don't have many people checking out my blog, because mostly people my age don't have one, but soon enough I will have so many followers. Thanks so much for following me. I know the life of a 14 and 3/4 year old isn't so exciting, but it means alot. Also my day was terrific and awesome. No drama, but one of my guy friends was being a jerk. He brought up my ex just to bug me. I know that he thought that I wouldn't notice, but its still an issue with him.
On the other hand summit high school is having a pep rally on friday and the theme is willy wonka! Yay cavities!jk I know they're bad. It's fun, because I love candy and sugar so what could be better? Nothing hehe. I worked the student store and that was fun, but I really had to go the restroom and they were all closed and I had to wait until later in the day. I went with Valerie and Brianna K they're awesome. We were in the student store laughing and having a good time. Of course I was working at the same time and it wasn't a problem sales were kind of slow. Then, when we went to the bathroom Valerie started freaking out beacuse she saw her friend Roberto. She wasn't shy, she was avoiding him, because he kind of freaked her out when he hugged her a couuple days ago in a creepy weird way.lol Over all it was an awesome day! :)

So far so clumsy

I'm the clumsiest person that ever lived! I trip, fall, bump into, crash, and hit the same hard pavement again and again. Yesterday I fell down some stairs yesterday while cleaning up the father daughter dinner yesterday. I was okay afterwards though. I wasn't always clumsy, but lately it's gotten worse. Some people think that its cute how I'm clumsy, but I disagree.

Abysmal

I don't know why I feel bad and I don't think I'll ever know why. It doesn't matter how I got this way to me, but I just want to feel better and soon. I don't know what to say to my friends about how I am, but hopefully the topic won't come up. I don't know if I should talk to someone or keep to myself after I heard that a close friend of mine called me emo. I just felt like not talking at all, because that really did hurt. I don't take things very personally most of the time, but this time it did, because I kind of had a thing for this friend. Now I know what he thinks of me. So, all in all sadness has came and never left, death and despair never from it.

Get Over it

If you were recently dumped you most likely feel like crap, but don't when that person in your life leaves you, nothing is wrong with you and nothing never will be unless you believe that something is wrong with you. Believe that you're beautiful no matter what. Just remember if you still hold on to that person you'll never feel fully complete. You can think about that person all you want, but those memories you had with the person will never come back, neither will the person. If you truely do love the person you should be willing to let them go, because if they're happy it'll make you happy. I know that Bryon will never come back to me, because we're not right for each other and we never will be. I'm okay with that, because now we are both happy even if we are not together. I'm happy with my new boyfriend and he's happy being with his friends. I'm happy for him and I know that he is happy for me. If there's anyone out there who feels that life is hopeless without that special someone please just remember that there's a time for everything and you'll find that special someone one day.

WAT A BUNCH OF BS!

I know that I may not seem like he person to use language as that but when you are being talked down by somebody who is faker than a hobo passing off as a lawyer. I can't stand to be put down by someone who is like that and rude, annoying, and just not cool. That person isn't really the type of person I want to be around, because everytime that I am she has to make a comment about me and it has to suggest either two things; that she's better than me or that I'm something bad. Even though she knows that I don't relate to her because first of all I'm not rude, second I know the line between right and wrong and I respect it, third I don't have a cruel, blunt, and mean sense of humor and finally I don't talk trash behind other people's behinds and assume that the other person won't here about it and everything will just go away as soon as I'm done talking smack about them. I respect people and I respect their differences, but it's certain people who try to pass off as cool or unique, but they're really not and they try to put others down because supposedly that will make them cool, but really that's just not tolerable. I don't see the point in trash talking other people because I don't think that I would want something being talked about badly.
That erson can try to make her self with better with conseling, but I don't want to be put down everyday just so she can feel better, because truth betold I don't want to try and be friends with someone who is just going to go behind my back and talk smack, because if they had a an inch of courage they could talk it out instead of taking the easy way out. All I know for sure is that I don't want to talk to that person ever again because I don't want to pretend that all is forgiven when that person still has a lot of work to do before that can ever happen. Also I don't like the fact that I'm being used for that person's satisfaction and gain, because that is not fair. Also I'm being nice by being the bigger person so that person is just lucky that the authority didn't hear what else that person has done or they would have been toast so there could be worse and if that person does nt stop I will make sure that it will happen.

Vote For Me For Your Freshmen Class VP

Well Today I have decided to run 4 freshmen class vice president and I would like to raise awareness issues about everything that's going on, but not like completely bore the entire stundent body, but like make sure that they know a lot of things. Also I was ASB vp at almeria, so I can list that as an experience and hopefully I won't just have to depend on my luck. I have been known to be very lucky. Also this time I wanted to be President, but my friend Vanessa T. is running for president and I don't want a rivalry thing going on, because that does mess up friendships and I wish her the best!